Other then the occasional run for fun and sport, I did not
pick up a real love for running until I was 36.
And it was not love at first step, but over time what started off as a
chore to rid a few extra pounds turned into a hobby then into a
life-style. Getting and feeling old…well
that came along for the ride.
This past fall I turned middle aged, and although both my
parents are still around, it hit me that any unexpected phone call from my home
town area code could be bad, bad news.
And what also hit me was that in the normal course of life…that meant, TAG,
I (our generation) was next. Good Grief, Charlie Brown I don’t feel old
enough to be the “next” generation on the Grim Reaper’s Rolodex.
But I refuse to be old.
I refuse to feel old. Heck I
refuse and double dog dare myself NOT to live old. The calendar may tell a different story but
my life will be youthful.
For the aches
and pains of getting out of bed…I will run farther. For the new found hair growing out of my
back…I will run faster. And for all the
short term memory loss…I’ll run another marathon. Yes, I will take on old age and if I can not
win the war, I’ll win each battle, each engagement by engagement.
At 45+ I’m really in the best shape of my life. I eat better today then I ever have. My aerobic capacity is better today then at
any point in my life. But I do need a few extra steps to get rolling
after sitting for a long time…So I’ll go
for a 20 plus mile run once a month just to remind myself I can.
In the past year I have logged some of the best “quality”
running miles of my career. I’ve run
longer races, run more long runs over shorter periods of time and really came
into my own as a endurance runner. But
yet, the first few steps in the morning my bones are telling me just how old I
am…So I’ll do another 24 hour run!
This year I ran my 6th full marathon, and although my finishing
time was not what I wanted, I was in control of the run the entire race. My body performed as it was trained, and then
I capped off last year with my first 50K race.
I could not have imagined doing this 25 years ago. Yet my feet hurt when walking during the cold
hours of a winter morning…So I’ll run 3
marathons this year, running only two in a year is for old people!
Getting old sucks…and I plan to fight it every step of the
way. I’ve got to fight it…the songs says
so “I don’t want to grow up, I’m a Toys-R-US
Marathon Running kid.”
Really I’m okay with growing old, God has a plan for my
life, and I’m running to be with him.
Age ain't nothin' but a number, and I always preferred to act my shoe size, anyway. :)
ReplyDeleteYou go, Brian! Keep running young.